-looks at AMD. :)

I'm sorry about last night, Love. ): It won't happen again. I love you. :) Slept at 2am after talking to Love & slept till 4, someone called & went back to sleep only at around 7plus in the morning. -.- Woke up again at 11am. Did a little of my work before I went out.

Now talk about my happywappy day. :) Stayed home till 1pm, did a little of my work & used the comp for like an hour. Dad sent me to Compass & went to take the train. Something fucking silly happened. When I think back about it, I had a good laugh, wondering why am I so paranoid. But well, thank God actually. He heard my prayers, I supposed. Thank you. :) Cried in the train till I got to her place. Panicked when I didn't get to see her in 5, how silly. Thanks Bestaye for calling at the right time when tears were about to fall. :) Some cheekopek ought to die, seriously. _l_ Talked till she appear behind me. She was wet 'cos it was raining heavily. Got into the LRT and sat down. There was silent, awfully but when we got into the train, everything was fine.

Took a train down to Jurong East, changed train & down to Changi Airport. :) We were making fun of people on the way. Saying how that lady in green & black can camouflage with her green & black strips brolly, how that guy with torn jeans should get a new pair, how that girl with short tee & low jeans should get a longer one, how I should act like a girl & not like her, how that white-hair-ed guy with that don'tknowwhoisshetohim girl fell asleep just like that with iPod stuck in their ears, how old is that bung beside the couple. :) Retarded & funny, as ever. Her colleague came in at Tanah Merah later on, the same pretty girl I saw the other time. :) She's pretty & she looked mixed, I'm serious. She thought I was gonna join them for lunch, hahah. Love asked if I was feeling uncomfortable, but seriously, I wasn't. Physically, yes. Haven't been feeling well this few days, for god knows why. Anyhoos, Love walked me to the bus stop and she went off. :) Took 27 back & changed 372 to Aunt's place. Played stupid Playstation with Cherilyn & ate a little. Dad wanted to come home so he bought my maid & I back with him. :)

I went to weigh and I lost 1kg! :D Mom said it's working & I ought to continue. Like yay. :) So happy. Zel said this & made me laughed last night. Fucking dumb.

Zel: I went Punggol Park to run today. *lifts up shirt* Did I slim down!?
Me: You know ah, you can't run today & slim down & it shows.
Zel: But did I slim down?
Me: Unfortunately, no. The result where got so fast one la, stupid.

The call we had past few nights, I promised Love quite a few things :
1) Two hours of net-surfing daily, the rest for studying & revising. Anything more than two hours, I'll have to suffer a day long without her. (A no-no)
2) I cannot have negative thoughts, or rather speak negatively. She wants me to have confident in myself.
3) If I'm going out on Saturday, I've to stay home on Sunday to study.
4) Learn to sit properly. (if not she's gonna mao1 me, mao1 you know!)
5) Pass my N monster.

I supposed there is more. No? I won't complain about it, really. Ns is more important than anything else in my life other than Love. Ns, which is my studies come after Love. So yeap, I'm gonna study hard for her, for myself, for a better future, for a better life, for my parents.

I told her I'm giving up my shopping sprees & movie dates with her. You see, I can always rent DVD & it's cheaper. We'll laze around, watch DVDs & study after that. It's better this way, I thought. She agreed with that too, hee. :) Shopping sprees wise.. ): Though I'll miss it a lot but I'm sure there's time to shop la. Studies is more important nowwwww, Glynnnnnnn.

Nice song, Now That She's Gone by JJ Lin. =)

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Oh yeah I know I don't know
Baby I am know I'am a foul
And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song


It's so sad but I like. Thanks Sassy, for sending it to me. :)

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Retarded. :)
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We should support Gay rights, really. I do support. But this couple is a little scary. :
Someone please save me. I need a better scanner, fuck. >:(




She's loving you still, after all this time.
<3.